Purple Dreamer's Dreams

10 things I Hate About…

Me :

1.   When I realize that I had some of ‘people I hate’-character and I’m late knowing it ‘till I had some crash that told me ‘bout it

2.   When I wanting somethin’ and I know I wont get it, but still wanting it much more indeed

3.   When I look at my mirror and finding that the reflections was fake, I’m smilin’ but inside is crying and see such beauty but inside is broken

4.   When I heard my parents told their disappointed at me

5.   When I remember my masamune and I know I can do nothing on it

6.   When I’m getting eat and eat junk just for forgetting all f*** things in my life

7.   When realizing that I am nothing, that I hadn’t reach anything in this life and just create another mess up around

8.   When I remember all sin in my past life

9.   When all heart things influence my mind, ‘coz it makes me unable to think rationally then force me to get some silly decisions, huff…

10. When I can’t even fight for my self just because I’m afraid to make any step forward

My Self :

1.      My selfish and conservative mind [sometimes it hurt my self]

2.      My big stomach as if I’m pregnant or something, hehehe… [can’t stop junk]

3.      My stupidity [how come this brain won’t work out]

4.      My bad memory taking for almost everything, can afford to remember the road, the lecture, etc.

5.      My good memory taking for promise also everythings about masamune’s memories

6.      My mess up rooms [I had try to clean it, but it still mess up like my heart]

7.      My ‘easily hungry’ gastric [can’t stand to avoid food around, beuh]

8.      My suddenly-blank mind [another side effect of short term memory loss]

9.      My own secret sorrow rooms that’s placed in the bottom of my exhausted heart

10.  My silliness making this useless and wasting time writing like this [pizzz…]

Freena :

1.      Her ignorance of something that’s wasn’t her business [sometimes too cynical]

2.   Her lazyness of somethin’ that wasn’t click on her or somethin’ that she know she wont make it ‘coz her self esteem [she just don’t wana make any first step forward]

3.   Her habit that’s always blame herself  to everything [she just too much force her self]

4.   Her patient to stay at her secret sorrow pain juat bcoz she’s too afraid having another pain [although not necessarily get another pain again, rite?]

5.   Her stubbornness about her like and dislike [annoy me enough]

6.   Her smartass maybe, hehehe… [sometimes she does]

7.   Her arrogancy, not much on it but it’s looks a like

8.   Her way to had 100% of faith [she named herself ‘blind-faith’], sure it kill her self slowly, I just not bear to see it

9.   Her ‘easy to feel sorry’ character that sometimes frame up her into another person problems [she did it many times]

10. Her silence… [the way she likes dark, nite and silence is too much]