Purple Dreamer's Dreams

I heard
That you're settled down
That you
Found a girl
And you're
Married now

I heard
That your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things
I didn't give to you

Old friend
Why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back
Or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead,
Yeah.

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday
It was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise
Of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known
How bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead"

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead"

Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead

Jd berasa ADELE buangeddd..
banyak yg ingin q tulis untuk mewakili hati dan segala peristiwa di sepanjang periode tersebut.. tp sejak aq menyatakan untuk ikhlas, q rasa semua sudah ndaperlu lagi diungkit ataupun dipertanyakan.. yg pasti dia sudah tau semuanya ttg aq, ndaperlu q menjelaskan apapun lg, dan aq pun sudah membebaskan dia dr tenggung jawab untuk memenuhi semua janji2 kosong nya juga tanggung jawab untuk memberikan penjelasan atas semua sikap sikap nya.. sempat aq memiliki pikiran2, kdang ingin menyumpah serapah, tp tidak, semua itu tidaklah perlu, krn sudah ada yg mengatur semua peristiwa..


periode itu adalah periode dimana dibalik hati q berisi penuh dengan kesetiaan dan ketulusan, namun harus ditimbun dengan ribuan kebohongan dan janji2 yg teringkari..


marah???.. untuk apa???.. kemarahan nda akan memuaskan q..
sedih???.. sudah tentu, ribuan malam q berlinangan air mata dan rasa sakit di dada..
sangat sakit, teramat sangat sakit, sampai kadang q berpikir, apakah dia masih manusia, knapa sedikitpun nda memiliki empati atas hati q, atas apa yg sudah dia perlakukan???.. bagaimana mungkin seorang yg begitu q cintai ternyata nda memiliki nurani terhadap hati q yg telah sedemikian rupa dia permainkan dan dia bohongi??? dan malah memberikan janji2 lain diatas hati lain..


perempuan itu, belum lah lama mengalami benturan hebad, dia butuh sandaran, itu sudah tentu, dan dia datang disaat yg sangat tepat.. dengan bbrp faktor lain, banyak faktor lain.. banyak yg seharusnya ingin q luruskan disana.. tp sepertinya mereka telah takabur mengartikan rasa.. aq hanya iza berdoa agar segala sesuatunya nda sperti yg q pikirkan..


malam itu, saat perpisahan, perempuan nya muntah dan jantungnya sakit.. aq iba padanya, meski jantung q sendiri sempat kumat, juga sempet muntah, ingin rasa dperhatikan sperti yg disana.. tp sudahlah, yg namanya ikhlas harus total, yg berarti, aq nda boleh lagi berharap apapun..

Telah tiba saatnya, di mana q harus BERHENTI MENCINTAI SESEORANG.. BUKAN krn q PUTUS ASA untuk mencintainya tetapi krn q MENYADARI bahwa ada insan lain yang lebih mencintainya dan membutuhkannya serta q merasakan bahwa insan yang q cintai itu akan LEBIH BAHAGIA apabila kita MELEPASKANNYA..

senyum q menandai ikhlas q, yg q pintakan pd-Nya sebagai hal terakhir untuk membuktikan ketulusan q pd mu.. 

-I wish nothing but the best for you too [ADELE's mumbling]-

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