Purple Dreamer's Dreams

hmmm, how can i told my self to stand in this feeling...
if those thing came too sudden for me,
i cant believe it and i really cant afford my self to pretend it isn't there...
just wana say that im full again...
but..
how can it be?
just believe...

adakah sesuatu ini benar adanya, mengenai hati yg ini, apa kah nyata?

aq sangat gamang dalam keraguan dan rasa hampa...

mengorbankan waktu?

ahhh, sangat bingung...