to Think Less and Feel More - galau MODE
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:: Keberanian Sejati adalah ketika Berani Mendengarkan Suara Hati ::
Ya, di halaman ini aq akan terus menyuarakan suara hati..
Seperti kali ini, aq sangat ingin menceritakan menceritakan ttg nya, meski sesungguhnya dia jangan sampai membacanya, krn semua kalimat dan kata kata ini hanya akan merusak suasana dan membuat dia nda nyaman. Tp aq tetap akan menuliskan apa yg q dengar dr hati q, memendamnya bukanlah keputusan terbaik, hanya akan bikin galau, hehehehheee..
Setelah lewat hari ke-40, hadirlah sosok itu dalam khidupan q, sosok dengan suara yg entah bagaimana iza membuat q begitu menginginkannya.. dengan cara bicara dan sikap nya, entah knpa terasa bgtu 'KLIK'. Sbelumnya q sama skali nda menyangka bahwa akan secepat ini dihadirkan-Nya sosok sperti dia. Awalnya q masih dalam tameng2 dan tembok2 q, aq ketakutan sendiri, coz i know and definately realize that this one sangat berpotensi skali untuk membuat q patah hati lg :D hhehhehee.. kembali lagi ke permainan pikir q.. Andai dia sampai membaca ini pasti dpikirnya aq lebai, huhhft dia nda tau apa, klo sejak saat itu aq jd terus gelisah.. jd terus kpikirn *padahal aq ya nda ingin juga terus kepikiran gtu, maunya ya biasa biasa aja*. Lha tp mau gmana lg.. aq sndr aja ngrasa aneh sendiri.. Sesungguhnya sih, sejak peristiwa yg terakhir aq sudah harus mulai belajar dr pengalaman, not that bad boy [again], not that way [again] and not that things [again].. But, i am not thinking, i just feel it weird.. and after he told me not to think too much, i begin to feel too much.. i begin demanding for his presence, his laugh.. ouh, siapapun nda akan iza bayangin btapa snengnya q denger dia ktawa.. huhhft, jd kaya abege aja aq nulis ky gini ya.. udah tua juga kok ya masih bgini.. tapi, krn terlalu cepat dr sakit yg kemaren, tak ayal jd punya banyak skali pertanyaan buat dia..
if u're asking why this 'ap'???.. the answer is 'i dont know' it just him, the way he talk the way he act the way he debating me the way he put his words for me the way he treat me. So sudden he's on my mind my imaginations and maybe, my heart. That's weird, totally weird. He just came in the right time, in the right way to my heart :) when any else can't even stay at the gate.
Is it wrong, when my hearts become full of him in a sudden???.. did this my fault if im letting this feeling grown up and enjoying all the things about him???..
i dont care !!!
i feel it, i do feel it, and i wont step aside to avoid it..
i wont thinking, i just feel that i do have this..
it's real and it's u..
then, i need you to answer..
do i have a chance???..
and what do u want me to do???..
but, in a minute i had the answer..
No, I dont have a chance..
and I dont have to do anything..
he's not using his heart, he's just using his mind and his pleasures..
ok then, i knew i feel like 'I NEED TO SETTLED MY HEART'
so, i think i dont need any 'shit' around..
Ya, di halaman ini aq akan terus menyuarakan suara hati..
Seperti kali ini, aq sangat ingin menceritakan menceritakan ttg nya, meski sesungguhnya dia jangan sampai membacanya, krn semua kalimat dan kata kata ini hanya akan merusak suasana dan membuat dia nda nyaman. Tp aq tetap akan menuliskan apa yg q dengar dr hati q, memendamnya bukanlah keputusan terbaik, hanya akan bikin galau, hehehehheee..
Setelah lewat hari ke-40, hadirlah sosok itu dalam khidupan q, sosok dengan suara yg entah bagaimana iza membuat q begitu menginginkannya.. dengan cara bicara dan sikap nya, entah knpa terasa bgtu 'KLIK'. Sbelumnya q sama skali nda menyangka bahwa akan secepat ini dihadirkan-Nya sosok sperti dia. Awalnya q masih dalam tameng2 dan tembok2 q, aq ketakutan sendiri, coz i know and definately realize that this one sangat berpotensi skali untuk membuat q patah hati lg :D hhehhehee.. kembali lagi ke permainan pikir q.. Andai dia sampai membaca ini pasti dpikirnya aq lebai, huhhft dia nda tau apa, klo sejak saat itu aq jd terus gelisah.. jd terus kpikirn *padahal aq ya nda ingin juga terus kepikiran gtu, maunya ya biasa biasa aja*. Lha tp mau gmana lg.. aq sndr aja ngrasa aneh sendiri.. Sesungguhnya sih, sejak peristiwa yg terakhir aq sudah harus mulai belajar dr pengalaman, not that bad boy [again], not that way [again] and not that things [again].. But, i am not thinking, i just feel it weird.. and after he told me not to think too much, i begin to feel too much.. i begin demanding for his presence, his laugh.. ouh, siapapun nda akan iza bayangin btapa snengnya q denger dia ktawa.. huhhft, jd kaya abege aja aq nulis ky gini ya.. udah tua juga kok ya masih bgini.. tapi, krn terlalu cepat dr sakit yg kemaren, tak ayal jd punya banyak skali pertanyaan buat dia..
if u're asking why this 'ap'???.. the answer is 'i dont know' it just him, the way he talk the way he act the way he debating me the way he put his words for me the way he treat me. So sudden he's on my mind my imaginations and maybe, my heart. That's weird, totally weird. He just came in the right time, in the right way to my heart :) when any else can't even stay at the gate.
Is it wrong, when my hearts become full of him in a sudden???.. did this my fault if im letting this feeling grown up and enjoying all the things about him???..
i dont care !!!
i feel it, i do feel it, and i wont step aside to avoid it..
i wont thinking, i just feel that i do have this..
it's real and it's u..
then, i need you to answer..
do i have a chance???..
and what do u want me to do???..
but, in a minute i had the answer..
No, I dont have a chance..
and I dont have to do anything..
he's not using his heart, he's just using his mind and his pleasures..
ok then, i knew i feel like 'I NEED TO SETTLED MY HEART'
so, i think i dont need any 'shit' around..
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